Happy Cancer Girl

A Happy Girls Journey with Cancer

Nervous Nelly

on February 18, 2013

We were hit with another snowstorm this weekend, it really looks like winter outside now. It would be better if it looked so wintery in December, but I’m sure there are some people who are actually enjoying the snow! Owen and I did manage to go to the movies once this weekend, unfortunately the movie wasn’t great. We went to see Beautiful Creatures which is based on a book written by Kami Garcia and Margaret Stohl, which I really enjoyed, but the movie wasn’t nearly as good.

The rest of my weekend was spent by me being a little bit frantic. I want this surgery to be over with because the waiting is going to give me an ulcer! I’m having a hard time sleeping (last night I had a terrible dream where I was pregnant…seemed kind of cruel), and the smell of food is making me feel sick (sounds like I could be pregnant, but I’m not), and I’m having daily migraines because of the stress. I know that I will be fine and I will get through the surgery, but I can’t seem to calm my nerves!

The video I am posting today is for the song Stutter by Marianas Trench, if you haven’t heard it you really should listen. The song is great, but it’s the beat that I really like. I feel like it is a good representation of what is going on in my head right now…remember the beat not the words! 🙂 Let the last kitchen dance party begin!

3 responses to “Nervous Nelly

  1. goldeygrad97 says:

    Best of luck with your surgery. I nested like I was about to have a baby. When the day of surgery came though I woke up quite zen. I am sending prayers and good thoughts your way.

  2. Aunt Mimi says:

    Love the song…..the beat and the “1 for the money”, etc, etc.
    I am sending lots of hugs your way along with lots of great positive healthy energy to help keep you strong through your surgery…..I know Owen and your Dad & Mom will be there for comfort and support also.
    I hope it helps you to know all your family is loving on you and praying as you get through this. You have been a constant force in my life & have taught me so much as you share your journey with me.

  3. zcher says:

    My daughter was so excited about Beautiful Creatures because she loved the book. She was terribly disappointed with the movie. I understand certainly that dreaming about pregnancy seems cruel, but if I remember correctly dreaming about being pregnant means you are in need of a creative outlet of sorts. Of course, in your case it could be simply a means of your subconscious working through what is about to happen, Good luck with the surgery!

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